God is always providing for me!

i have just come out of the rehab speshalist and the visit was very helpful she has ordered me a script for wrist braces that are speshal made i can even pick what color i want them to be and patterns! i also get speshal ankle braces and a back brace! im excited for all this because it means less disolocations i cant wait!

my wheelchair fitting is still unknown when it will happen but the chair will be manual with some power also it will be much more suportive to my hips and back which means less pain as well! All this to say i am in high spirits dispite the pain i feel all over.

God always provides for me and my needs, i even get a home teacher but am still able to be part of valley this means alot to me. when i was told i had to chose between health and school i couldnt do it so God provided me with the ability to have a teacher come from the tempe school district and work with me. im not sure when this will start hopefully soon but i am very greatful because it gives room to rest and go to my doctors with out worring about the work im missing. i dont know how all this home bound school stuff works but it sounds helpful and good so im game!

peanutbutter

i dont know if ive spoke of my beloved dog peanutbutter yet. but i have a sweet adorible hiper and protective dog who is very much like a child. i never thought ownig a dog would teach me parenting skills but i have been learning so much. controling my temper w hen he gets into things or runs me into a wal in my wheelchair on a walk because he wants to make friends witth the nabers mean dog behind a fence. ive had to learn what and how to teach him things. he is ver smart i taught him to bark when he knows someone is smoking becaue im alergic to the smoke this way i can avoid them but several weeeks after mastering that he tried to bite some ppor mans butt because had a cigiret and his pack was in his back bocket... after htat i learn i need to be careful of training him to do amazing things but work on control in it.

wow been to long!

dear reader my life has been very hectic over the last few months. my laptop has kicked the bucket completly so school work is all hand written (very tiresom) my health has been poor. my pain from the fibromialgia and elhers danlose has been so bad ive been hospitalized 3 times, december, last week and this week. its now to the point where my doctors cant really help  me i need to go to a speshal rehabiltation hospital for intensive care. at the hospital i will be getting majer physical tharopy, pshyciatry and counseling learning bio feedback and self hipnosis as well as do school work and who knows what else. they say this is best for me but i am not sure if i will do it, im so close to graduating i want to do it with the school ive worked my butt off to get where i am. i will have to talk with my school to see what options i have if i can cut back some classes and get a tuter i can do most of what would happen at the rehab place and still live at home and go to school part of the day. i want to do whats best for my body but the dissions are so big im not sure which way to chose. i think ill pray about it research and decide after i talk with my school. please pray for me either this is life changing and i do not want to quit school because of my sickness it would devistate me.