Where are you?

Life is crashing down around me

I see things being built back up,

But the world flies around like a plastic bag in the wind I feel so empty!

Where are you?

You promised me you would never leave me.

You promised to protect me!

Have you kept your promise?

Have you forgotten that I will die with out you here by my side?

Am i still that dirty peace of trash that sits out getting rusty and grimy in the wind?

When you died to take my sins and troubles upon yourself doesn't that mean i wont feel the weight of them?

Why have you left me?

I hear that still small voice but i feel so empty the words are comforting but they don't stick!

Am i a third wheel?

Am i not your little girl anymore?

What's wrong with me?

Why cant i climb on your lap and tell you everything anymore?

I want to barry my head in your strong arms and let you take everything bad away but i cant do that! 

What has changed?

Was i bad?

PLEASE GOD SHOW UP! TAKE ME BACK!

LET ME DREAM OF SLEEPING IN YOUR STRONG WHITE WROPED SKILEN ARMS!

I need that same comfort! 

The night brings fear and dot,

Dreams cause me to be tarified!

Nightmares take over my mind and temptation consumes me like wild fire!